for some of us its very hard to allow God to do a work in our lives. i find myself trying to do and fix everything myself only to find myself overworked, underpaid, and frazzled. God is not going to help us until we understand that we cannot succeed on our own. we must recognize that we need Him before He is going to step onto the scene and began that glorious work that He desires to do in our lives. its a point where we must become submissive and completely trust Him. i look at my circumstances and see only chaos and uncertainty but if i will allow myself to look back at all the times that God has delivered me maybe i can look at my circumstances thru the eyes of the Lord and understand that its just a matter of time before my mountain will move before my eyes. there are several mountains in my path but i am determined to hold on to God's hand and climb over every rock to get into the presence of God. the enemy has been after me for a long time and for the past few years he has managed to seperate me from the ministry of God. i love my family and i love serving God. i cannot repair the damages that i have done and with this truth, the devil has kept me imprisoned long enough. God has been waiting for me to accept my inability of the things i cannot do so that He can perform a miracle in my life and in the lives of those i love.
