wow, just when i think i'm going under, Jesus reaches out to me and says, take my hand. i had a few really bad days over the past few weeks but God has been in the midst and is holding my hand every step of the way. He never promised that we wouldn't have bad days but He has promised to be by our side and that He would never leave us or forsake us. Daniel prayed three times a day and still went to the Lion's den but found out that God was with him even in the bottom of the pit. Good things are in the works but even if things didn't change, God is still God and i know He still loves me. Its when we tie God to our good times that we fail to realize that He is God regardless of what we are facing. He's God on the mountain and God in the valley. And i've spent quite a bit of time in both of those places.
got up early, cooked some oatmeal and had everything ready for Noah before he woke up. he is so loving when he goes to bed and when he wakes up. well really, he's just loving all the time. i managed to get him to his school on time and i didn't cry today but there was a sad few moments just before i got him to his daycare when he got real quiet and looked at me without saying anything. he knew i was about to drop him off. but when i pulled up to his parking lot, he smiled and said train! then he said... us-go! that made me feel so much better.
